BAD COMPANY

Bad company fosters evil in saints. If stepdad dies on the floor in front of me I will enjoy his agony. He has ruined my life, my mam,s life, his kids lives and nearly driven me to suicide. Should we forgive!? Well, what if we had sent him straight back to his first wife!? I wouldn’t have been depressed, self harming and a human wreck. Forgiveness is a godsend to narcs because it benefits then not their victims. They can weather the bad reaction to bad behaviour for a while knowing that eventually they will have got away with it. Yes, forgive those who are sorry, since they can be redeemed, but the remorseless are unredeemable They are not going to redeem themselves ever. If you can’t redeem yourself you are beyond redemption. To live with the remorseless not just destroys me it turns me into a sadist. I want to stamp on his fat, ugly face as he begs for mercy. This is a fantasy,yet a shameful one which illustrates my point: narcs strip away at our decency. I have been robbed of all my compassion, which left a vortex which was filled by hate. Why should I feel concern? Does he deserve it? He deserves the indignity of being reduced to a quivering mess

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